Sometimes it's hard for me to decide something. Bcs i dont really know what will happen. But nah, Allah's plan is always the best. The good will return to you if you trust His plan tho. Put trust on Him. That's what I do. I hope that what I decide is good for me, for everyone.
Okay lets change the topic. I've been asked how I got closed with Fatini. Idk it just happened. Maybe bcs she sit besides me in the class. But nah, I-just-so-grateful. I thanked Allah for this fate. She's so nice, yet understanding. She always listen to my story. Hahahaha. Yknow me, the talkative one. Anyone would get bored to hear to my voice tho. But nah, she's always listen. When she does something, "Fatini are you busy?" "Why" "I want to tell something but nah if you are busy nvm" "haaa do tell me" and she stop doing what she was do. Hahaha I find it cute. She's cute. Sometimes I feel the chemistry between us bcs without her telling the full story, I can already understand what it is. So do her. She's an attractive person. She's cool. She always got too excited to compare to others. Hahaha that's what make her attractiveness showed up. Ceh puji banyak kena bagi upah ni kekekeke. And she loves kaksai so much. She said this to me, "how obsessed u r to Zahiril Adzim, so does me to KakSai." She dragged me to loves kaksai too. I becoming interested to kaksai bcs of her. Hahaha but I admit, kaksai is ploless she is just too beautiful. She always praised kaksai and telling me about kaksai all over thing. The way she talk... nah so excited that makes me who listened to it got excited too. Hahahaha. Ok I just want to tell that I love her. Thankyou for never get bored to me. Thankyou for your shoulder. Thankyou for listen to me. Thankyou for makes me happy. Thankyou for cares to me. it's just.... Thankyou for everything ❤❤
Im so touched when they cared for me. I dont care whether they are sincerely doing that or not I just thanked. When they sad for me bcs I cant join them to Kuala Lumpur... When they want me to join them... When they forcely asked me to join them bcs they really want... When they said it wont be fun without me... When they so care about me.... Im so touched. I know Im being over but nah, I can see their sincere. And Im over touched when they told me to put my family first. That's what true friends do. I thanked Allah for these friends. Im so grateful to have guys in my life. Rabb, makes thing ease for them. I hope that we can see and drag each other to go jannah together. InsyaAllah. Allah knows what the best right.
And to my other bestfriend that always stalk me ((gehehehehe biarlah nak perasan kepe cuz i know u leb me)) Im always loving you. Im always pray for you. We may be separated after this, but my doa always mengiringi mu ��
You may not know this, but there will be always someone who watch you from afar. I know it. Bc I do the same. We may not know that, but there's always someone who actually care for us. So do not said that theres no one who cared about you bc sometimes they do, but they just choose to not show it. Head up. Smile. There's always something good. Bc Allah has promised us that. Trust ��
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