Bc I miss that girl named Azira. Idk. I just miss. Maybe bc when I looked back the memories we had and realized that times flies so fast and how we used to be close to be compare now.
Lately I always looked back the memories. So many ppl with so many memories. Realized how million thousand ppl I've met. There's so many things we ((ppl those came into my life)) had done together. Wow. Just wow. Ppl do comes and go. That's how life became.
I'm just sad that we are just like stranger. When you does not treat me like how you used to be. When you rarely 'tegur' me. When you called me just to ask "wawa mana" "nampak wawa tak" "eh panggil wawa" so yeah. No im not mad. Not even have to. That's your right. It's just bc Im sad. And I miss. Few days ago, I saw you from afar. And I be like "aziraaa" and lambai lambai sambil buat peace and you just reply me back dan tak dan ((nak taknak)) je. And you masuk my class and met Wawa. That time I from pejabat want to masuk class and saw you kat beranda. When I got that responds from you, Im just ok ok ok Im really ok.
Yeah that's when I feel "oh yea she's not even remember me" but im still husnudzon maybe she dont hear me or she dont see that. I just miss her.
Nvm, she wont know this. She doesnt even know my blog. So it's okay.
Few days ago she upload her picture with Ain in her ig and the caption was so //thumbs up many many// and she even wrote how close they were since form one masa ain baru masuk sekolah tu and duduk dengan dia ((dan aku)) and when I was read that.... idk i feels so hurt. Nvm.... I just miss two of them... Remember when we were classmate and duduk bertiga and masa form two pun and masa form three tiga tiga lain kelas ohmaaaayn why I write all these thing.... ugh sedih siooooot ya Allah...
Ok dah. Memories will always remain as memories. Nothing can change it. Ya. Slowly accept the fact.
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